i am outgoing but i am a wallflower. i know a lot of people but do not have a lot of friends. i am loud but i am quiet. i am smart but do not show it. i miss my grandparents every single day. i believe but i do not believe in myself. i am pretty but do not know it. i smile when i am happy but i smile when i am hurt. i am a old soul but do not have life quite figured out yet. i think my mother is extraordinary. i still miss him everyday but i do not know why. i love being by myself but i hate feeling alone. i want to move on but still can not let go. i am positive but too hard on myself. i have hope but i hate waiting. i am determined but second guess myself. i know he’s coming, but it never seems soon enough. i am simple but make things difficult. i am wonderful, but do not give myself any credit. i only have a handful of good friends, but they mean everything. you hurt me, but i will still smile at you. i do not feel like i am good enough, but i am. i feel like i have to prove myself to you, but do not need to. you judge me but i only wish you happiness. i feel like i should be farther on my path, but i am right where i should be. i do not know who i am, but i am closer to figuring it out.
anonymous